So Many

October 1st 2009

I encourage you to read all of it; but if you simply cant be bothered, the main bit is at the bottom >.<

So... Last night, I got a bit bored, and i hopped on youtube

All of a sudden,, I thought of looking up Kingdom Hearts (Obsessed Much?), after all, anything with Axel in it must be good!

This is when i realised: Maybe Axel isn't my favourite guy ever any more, Kingdom Hearts has so many guys, and only a small amount are unattractive! But Axel was always my favourite.

Recently, a character; Riku, the best friend of the main character caught my attention. I used to depsise him. Hated him. But all of a sudden, he's amoing my favourite characters.

Zexion: After watching a playthrough of RE: CoM, i found myself finding calling Zexion, Sexion....
The weirdness explains itself, but overall, he is a great character, shame Axel kills him T.T

Marluxia: I don't know why he's one of my favourites. He just is, maybe its the pink hair, because everyone knows the real men wear pink..

Luxord: I have even less reason to why he's a favourite then i do for Marluxia, he's just... polite? I don't know what it is, but I definantly like his character

Axel: This guy. is. the. best. I could come up with a million reasons why h e is my ultimate favourite... but i still like these other guys a dangerously close amount. Why? How? When? I don't know, but i do want him to stay my favourite...

And then... theres the guy that's actually real...

??: One of my best friends. I can laugh with him, I can cry with him, I could tell him anything. He can tell me anything. I stick up for him, He sticks up for me. He's a great guy. Axel's greatest competition yet, but why aren't we more than "just friends"? Do i even really want to be more than "Just Friends". Half of me says, you should stay friends with him, because this friendship is important to me, the other half says, you should make him your boyfreind, and hopefully things will work out. Failure is what I'm afraid of. If say, we went out, and it didn't work, would he have the emotional maturity to remain friends with me?

I just don't know...

"Axel: Girls are very complex, you have to make sure you don't press the wrong buttons, Got it Memorized?" - Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days.

"Brittany: Guys are so confusing, they never know what they want, and they play mind games with you!"

I should stick with the fantasy guys i suppose...

Back to the youtube point: i found this, since you probably wont get it, I'll explain the quoutes (:




"They don't even say hello to me" refers to
Zexion: "Don't I even warrant a hello, Lexaeus?"

"Got it Memorized" refers to
Axel:"Bingo. The name's Axel. Got it memorized?"



"Electricity" refers to
The fact that Larxene is able to control the element of lightning

"Dance water dance!" refers to
Demyx: "Dance Water Dance" (In the opening of the battle against him)

"Hello to you too" Somewhat refers to
"Nice to see you, too, Vexen."


Oh yeah, nearly forgot.. this is pretty much dedicated to the best friend; Maria (: